Disabled girl triumphs when she finds way to dance

 

I Will Dance

Written by Nancy Bo Flood and illustrated by Julianna Swaney

Atheneum Books for Young Readers, 2020

Eva dreams of dancing. She can think of nothing else.

At her birthday party, she has only one wish: a pink tutu to dance in.

She watches other dancers and imagines joining them.

But she has cerebral palsy. She can hardly move. She is in a wheelchair and can only move her head, her arms, and her fingers.

Mom tells her to imagine she is dancing. She doesn’t want to imagine; she wants to dance.

Her teacher tells her to pretend she is dancing. She doesn’t want to pretend; she wants to dance.

“I want to feel the music, sway, swing, fly over and under. Together. Not alone,” she says.

Then one day, Mom sees an ad in the newspaper, “Audition for Young Dancers --- all abilities, all ages. All are welcome.”

Eva is afraid. Maybe the others will stare and whisper. They’ll say she can’t move, she can’t dance.

But she reads again, “all abilities, all ages.” She decides to try. She and Mom go to the dance studio. There she sees others with canes, crutches, walkers, and wheels.

At first, she is nervous again and turns away, but the others reach toward her and welcome her. The instructor dances up to her, touches her, and nods.

She turns to the person next to her and swirls her fingers around. He reaches, echoing her movement, adds one of his own and passes the torch until the circle is complete. 

The instructor helps the students listen to the rhythm in the music. The students partner up and move across the floor, mirroring each other. They dance.

They continue to try different moves, moving across the smooth, wooden floor. They practice again and again.

Finally, they perform.

“Lights dim. A hush falls. Music begins, swells. I count the beats.”

They swirl and glide across the floor. They dance! The lights pour over them.

“I roar, spin my chair, circle around, soar.”

After the dance is over, they line up at the front of the stage. Eva hears clapping, whistles, and cheers.

“For me, for all of us, together: Dancers. Not imagine. Not pretend. Not alone. I dance!”

The joyful ending is satisfying. Children learn to see disabled people differently. Also, the story encourages them to believe in themselves, and not to give up on their dreams.

The watercolor illustrations by Julianna Swaney move the story along and help communicate Eva’s emotions.  

About the Author

Nancy Bo Flood has worked with families and educators on the Pacific island of Saipan to develop educational programs for students with disabilities. She is the author of award-winning books including “Warriors in the Crossfire,” “Cowboy Up!: Ride the Navajo Rodeo,” and “Soldier Sister, Fly Home.” She has a PhD in experimental psychology and child development. She lives in Colorado. Visit her at nancyboflood.com.

About the Illustrator

Julianna Swaney is an illustrator whose delicate watercolor paintings are inspired by whimsical details of daily life and a childhood spent outside in nature. She has illustrated many books including "Dr. Jo: How Sara Josephine Baker Saved the Lives of America's Children," by Monica Kulling and the New York Times bestselling "We Are the Gardeners," by Joanna Gaines. She lives in Portland, Ore. Visit her at juliannaswaney.com.